Rough Draft

I finally finished a song I might record and post on my blog here for you to listen to, but there are no promises of it yet. Nobody on this earth has ever heard me play piano before so...you may be the first if you care to listen. If you want a time-table to when I could post it, it is as follows:

Currently as I'm typing: Song is kinda rough, will be finished by end of today.
Record it, post it, work around life: within the next couple of days.

So...in about 1-3 days I should have it up.

On a side note: It's nothing special, just my favorite melody from Sword of Mana.


Have a nice, safe day everyone.

Heading to bed notes.

Well...I'm really tired, and it's almost 2am. I wanted to play basketball and take advantage of dry weather today, it's almost January, and in Michigan, January still means lots and lots of cold weather and snow. Chris and Wesley didn't play but....whatever, always tomorrow if it's nice..

On a side note, today wasn't too bad. I bought a new computer desk, assembled it and it looks nice in my room.
I fought with Heidi again today about trust(the most important factor in a relationship).

I want to trust her but it's hard when you've been cheated on so many times before. Your trust fades away and your heart does too after that. I'm OK with being single, and I have been for awhile...it's just that I want to find a girlfriend that I know I can trust no matter what. I'm tired of playing games with serious matters. I'm exhausted with all the worrying that goes on wondering who comes next in line. Just give me a nice girl, she doesn't even have to be pretty....as long as I can trust fully that she will not do any childish things such as cheating on me.

Enough with my relationship....and.....off to bed!
(Random "SYT": I bet you didn't know that Arthur is my favorite television show).

What? Embarrassed? You gotta be kidding me....there's tons of more things more embarrassing than that..


NIGHT GUYS! :D

I have a confession...

It's something I don't think about quite too often, and this confession is kinda aiming towards my girlfriend.
If she reads this I just want to let her know that sadly(very, very sadly), I really have been taking very poor care of my face lately. Withen the last couple of months I've slacked, and If she loves me, then she has to be seen with me everywhere she goes. It's sad to see someone she loves become so ugly because he doesn't even try. I'm going to take better care of myself for me and her starting now.

Random post, I know.
More to come tomorrow....
And...OH!! Don't forget to wash your face! :D

::Sigh...::

It's been a long day, running around with my girlfriend and her family, which wasn't too bad.
I was thinking today when I was in the car of one important thing, and that thing was "why am I happy"?
Maybe I could even switched the question around and ask myself "why am I not depressed"?
I'd say most of the time I'm awake each day I'm depressed, various reason get me that way.
But I think It was just a rare moment when I thought to myself this afternoon about why I'm "NOT" depressed.
Weird but...I couldn't figure out why....
So I got a piano for christmas and I was beyond excited. It was something I have been wanted for over a year now and now I finally have one.
So I was thinking that maybe sometime I could play something and record it, then post it here on my blog! :D
It sounds like fun and I think after I play a couple of songs and get them all remembered I'll do it.

So...how was the shopping...?

Hmm...last minute shopping. It's safe for me to say that I've always been a last minute(and I mean LAST minute) shopper at every Christmas. It wasn't too bad today. The traffic was OK and the shoppers were too, but...those classic in a rush drivers. I flicked some guy off at the mall and he totally deserved it. I also think it's funny that he didn't say anything back to me; he knew he was wrong. I got up early...went to bed early...slept horrible..but the sleeping horrible part is normal. Christmas is tomorrow and I'm extremely excited for it. I hope that everyone out there realizes that not every person on this earth can afford gifts, or brights lights on a tree. Some people out there can't even afford a tree. What I think is most important about Christmas is giving or receiving something that may not be startling by appearance, but looked further into can reveal something worth the world. I remember about 7 or 8 christmas's ago, I gave my dad a gift that wasn't very expensive and not very useful. My dad on christmas opened the gift and asked why I gave him the present. I told him that it was for him, something I thought he would like. Hours shortly after christmas, I found my gift to him in the trash. I asked why he threw it away and he told me "the gift wasn't worth enough money to be anything to me". Ever since that Christmas day, December 25th means a whole lot more to me. It means Jesus was born on this day and everyone around the world is celebrating what he gave to us. Christmas also means something very special to every individual, and I too have a reason to celebrate it. Christmas to me means that a rock from the ground, a leaf from a tree, or just to hear caring words, every presents has a story to tell and a reason behind it. This christmas with whatever I receive should put more than just cheer in my heart, it should put tears in it too because I remember the gift I thought so much of. I hope everyone who reads this has a special christmas, no matter what you receive.

I bet you couldn't guess what's new!

I bet you didn't guess...the background! :)
Snazzy, isn't it?
Well...I just thought a new background to fit my personality would be great, and what better than the blue moon itself? Calming, relaxing...it's just so...lunar! :)
So anyway...besides that I don't have much to say, but I will later.
I still have to finish gifts for christmas and work around all these things to do.
So alot more later to post, I promise.


Have a good rest of the day!

Good Morning!

Actually...it's almost the afternoon, going on 12 O'clock in a half an hour.
Anyway...that's not the point. The point is for me to tell you about my morning!

Well...I went to bed last night exrtremely early..somewhere around 7-8ish. This morning I got up around 9.
So thats..well, enough sleep, wouldn't you say? I cleaned a little today then ate and watched t.v.
Next I worked out(Gotta stay fit when you don't got basketball, right?) for about an hour or so and that was alot of fun. I'm now here and I could tell you about the rest of my morning, and what I plan on doing later.

Later, at 2, I plan to watch the pistons game. We better stomp Atlanta or I'm going to go crazy.
After that, I think I have the rest of the day to myself, nothing planned but I'll fill it all in.

Blah blah blah...I know I know..I talk to much(Or type to much in this case) and never stop.

I'm done and I'll see you later <3

Tonight.

Tonight wasn't so bad, just depressing. I know it's a common saying..."Thing's will get better".
And then there's another common saying..."Good thing's come to those who wait".
But thinking about both of those sayings..."when?"
Just when will thing's start to get better...day after day..month after month...years turn into years.
Things just slowly keep falling down hill, and I can keep trying to climb back up...
It snows...it rains...and after all the climbing...you just want to rest...
You look to the top and you don't see an end....the only thing in sight is just air.
You feel motivated, get back on your feet, and begin to climb once more...
Thinking of only a goal, that one thing you aim for every time you open your eyes..
Harder and harder the rain falls...and you go with it.

At the very bottom...another day...another month...another year...

That thought in your mind, the deepest of your thoughts...

Well here I am.
Living another day.
Passing another year.

(...Maybe I'll climb tomorrow...)

Today's forecast: Aggravation

Well life likes to throw alot of things at you at once, never are they apart.
So as everyone's life differs from day-to-day, my life went like this today.

Snow. And lots of it.
I'm pretty sure theres over a foot out there, maybe even much more than that.
I do like shoveling, but all that constantly is just too much.\

Another thing in the forecast....aggravating.
On top of all of this depressingly cold snowy weather is life.
Yeah, it's aggravating and I only want to turn to one person to fix it and that's Chelsea.

I don't feel good at the moment and on top of that, I got so much to do that I'm bored.
Yeah, I guess my life can get THAT bad.

Maybe I'll tell you how the rest of my day goes, after tonight ends.

Spill your thoughts...

Here I go, tired and in two(My neck is killing me..).

Something you didn't or may have not known about me...

ANIME >:)

You know, all that japanese animated stuff.

Now I KNOW you guys didn't know that! :)

Solty Rei(My favorite Anime) :)

SO HERE IT IS

NOW YOU WOULDN'T EVER DOUBT COREY, WOULD YOU?

TRY ME.

HERE I AM. 12 CANS OF VERNOR'S, 3 BAGS OF COOKIES, 4 CINNAMON DANISHES, AND A PIECE OF CAKE.

IN TWO DAYS.

THIS. STOPS. NOW.

So we ALL know what people just LOVE to do come December 31st..

Mmmhmm, I'm talking about that oh-so-lovable New Year's Resolution.

Wanna know what I think?

SCREW NEW YEARS, I'M STARTING NOW.

I've gotten NO exercise, I've eaten NO healthy foods, I've gotten NO sleep.

Look 6 lines up...THIS NEEDS TO STOP NOW.

I think it's VERY much appropriate to do what I did a year ago.

NO MORE POP. I START TODAY.

NOT THIS AGAIN...

4:17 in the morning and I can't sleep...well...I havn't TRIED but...that's ok, I still can't.
I want some kinda...cake....cupcake...sugary..you know, hostess thing?
I KNOW, I KNOW...I'm horrible. I'd say the second thing that's on my mind is my leg.
Remember when you rubbed it Heidi? NOW THEY BOTH HURT. I'm not saying it's YOUR fault
but...It'd be nice if I could get two more leg rubs :(.
I'm just curious what's causing this...they're so sore.

Anyway...another topic..

So uh...how about another SYT?
Hmm...maybe you'll learn something you never knew about me.
(Let's see...let's see...something I've never told.....)
You see...this is hard, because chances are that if your reading this...
you know me already way too well..

Well, much like last time, I COULD put two of them down...
(One of course is of higher quality... :p)

My favorite breakfast food!
Hmm...I love breakfast...so it's a hard choice...
I think my favortite breakfast food has to be....Pancakes.
Mmhmm, VERY hard choice between that and hashbrowns :p
(I once ate 57 pancakes in one sitting! :O )

Hmmm...this next one is pretty good..."Favorite thing to do alone."
WOW!!! SOUNDS DIRTY RIGHT OFF THE BAT!
No no nooooooooooooo.....masturbating is not it..
I'd have to say....build something. UGH! Another hard choice...it was between that and talk to myself(LOL moment).

So have you noticed that I type too much? I'll let your eyes rest until you come back for more >:)

NEXT POST?

SEX

In conjuction to what I posted yesterday...

THIS. IS. PATHETIC.

Never in my life have I been so...I don't even know the word for it.
So look down there, my last blog post. Didn't I just go over the fact that I wanna work out more and take better care of my body?

Well guess what....

Lol.

Right now as I'm typing,

I'm eating a Danish, cinnamon roll flavor. (It tastes amazing by the way..)
440 calories, 9grams of trans fat.

Good bye sexy stomach, hello...well, "cinnamon rolls". -_-''

I feel....

Like...I don't take care of myself.....which.....I really don't. It's sad, but at the same time, avoidable.

I like to work out, and I should get to doing that more often...

Too many people outta shape and I'm one of 'em.

Speaking of people out of shape, what's with that Chelsea girl anyway?

She tell's me things that really don't suit her, ya' know?

Psshh...diets..who need's 'em?

I think that half the people that tell me they look fat or ugly, look better than I do! :p

Remember not to be so harsh on yourself~