Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Too much....

...This. Typing of my problems all the time. When am I going to be motivated to type positively again? Why is it every time something goes right...something else goes wrong? I won't ever ask for a perfect life...but a person can only wish for a better one...

I have so much to say...so much I want to express...but I'm just too depressed right now...
It's this stupid candy in front of my face. It's my stupid friends. It's me JUST BEING ALIVE. When can I see the day when people smile,....everyone smiles. When can I see the day when problems are the past..and the past is gone....

"I remember you, your beautiful face."
"I remember you, your wonderful voice."
"I remember you....when you we're you...."

Important words last forever when they mean something...you remember every last moment of them.

So I sit alone tonight..curled in my chair, a blanket wrapped around me like the arms of a loving person...thinking of what I used to think.

"I remember when you we're you Corey."
...But memories are just...memories.

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