Dreaming....

You could say I it's just me not getting sleep. Yes, I've been up all night and it is 6:35 in the morning.
But I don't think it's that...I think it's something that's been lingering inside of me for a long time.
But what exactly is it your asking?

Every so often I lay in bed thinking of the next day...I'm sure you do sometimes too.
But when I'm thinking of that next day, I'm not thinking about what's going to happen or what I'm going to eat for lunch....I'm thinking about a beautiful ray of sunlight shining through my window and green grass swaying in the wind.

I know this all sounds crazy and your probably again blaming the sleep, but this blog is for me to share my thoughts..it's all my life and I want you to know just what I'm thinking everyday day I'm alive.

I'd like one of those beautiful walks by the water..the one's where there are falling leaves and animals in the water enjoying their afternoon. That kind.
I'm never saying it won't happen, but wouldn't that be beautiful?

I guess it's been a pretty good night of staying up..just me thinking about thoughts I might not get around too.
Today will be an important day to discuss things over with the one most amazing person in my life; my girlfriend.

( If you've ever dreamed of beautiful walks, or maybe going someplace special again, don't give up on that. Your reading this now because everything in the past worked out just fine. Keep dreaming and make it come true!)

It's positive, I promise.

Something that usually sticks on my mind everyday is something that is mostly on your mind too.

...your significant other...

It's not called worrying, or thinking things over too much, it's called love.
It's many things...all of the feelings you have inside that make you laugh, cry, and smile on your rainy days...that's all love.

It's like the first time you've ever kissed anyone..your first love.
It's feeling invincible to everything because you have that special person by your side, in your arms.

Every day I live a breathe the air, I let everything I have inside me out. All my thoughts, my worries, my...feelings.

I'm not like everyone...I love and care for everything and everyone on this earth...it's who I've grown to be. I don't care too much, because there is no such thing.

The point I'm trying to get across is that love is many things..it's forgiveness, care, trust..being there when someone doesn't deserve the company.

There's not a word, an action....there's nothing anyone can do to make me hate them. It's the sole reason why I have a girlfriend...it's to be there for her. Everything she wants to tell me in her heart. Everything she thinks might be wrong. None of it is wrong to me.

It's the reason I wake up everyday. It's the reason YOU wake up everyday.
To start new every time you open your eyes...no matter the day before.