June 2nd.

I haven't got much sleep lately, but i feel OK. Physically I'm all messed up...hopefully I can recover from everything.
I'm going to go downstairs in a little bit to clean..I think cleaning is something I do because it takes away a lot of stress from my mind...something maybe psychological about it...the whole starting new thing, everything being clean.

I just want to add this to anyone who actually reads this out there:
Don't think your alone if anything goes wrong in life,...there are many and many people out there suffering with numerous and complex problematic situations just like yours. You can find help in lots of places...I think the best place to look is inside your self. Maybe taking your mind off it, like something that relaxes you.

So I'm off to clean and take my mind off of all of my problems. Who knows what will happen when I come back.
Who knows when or if I'll ever be done cleaning.

The point is, try to stay positive.