May 27th

Today was a good day. I layed in bed today while I was playing my gp2x, and I had a feeling I haven't had in a long, long time. I layed there thinking about my girlfriend Heidi,....and for some reason out the blue, I wanted to call her and tell her I loved her, just because. I thought about all of the times that I have looked at her and lost my breath at her sight. It's easy putting things to words when your mad or even when your happy, but it seems sometimes it's the hardest telling someone you love them because you just don't know how at that moment.

I learned something today that I know millions pass by everyday, and that's you don't realize how much you can hurt someone, or how much you can make someone happy. I learned that you change a persons life by what you say to them, and the things you do.

I've had alot of my mind lately, but I know for sure that whatever I'm thinking about, it will always include my truly magical girlfriend Heidi DeCoster. God bless her.